again , till it hurts

there's tear drop by my cheeks aft i ended my conversation with him just now. i dun know y. its just too hard to undrstand how bz he was. its really hurt dat i have to force myself to stop cryin for a while. i hate this feeling. y on earth dat i fall in love again ? when i always know dat im gonna get hurt even there's sumtime i always feel very happy being next to him . =speechless= the end