where's my smiley face ??

i dun feel blessed , i feel like cryin , i wanna cry as much as i can , my heart hurt like no end . i dun know y , i dun have the actual reason to describe y im feeling bad . the tears dat came out from my eyes are bitter and warm . i cry because my heart is torn . hm, wut do i do when the only one who can make me stop crying is the one who make me cry . how pityfull . life-live it-love it . yeah , im tired of crying , sick of crying . yeah n now , im smiling but deep inside my heart , im dying !!